Tonight I celebrated the full moon. I started doing this with a group of ladies a few months ago and I am beginning to think it is having an impact on my life.
I have often questioned spirituality. I once thought I’d like to study Wicca, but when I sat down and approached it in my typically academic way I decided I wasn’t “spiritual” enough. This is not Wicca.
This is different. This takes me to a place where I find myself willing to share things that I normally wouldn’t. Most of the people don’t know me that well, but in a way I think that is what makes it so powerful. People who have known me all, or most, of my life see me in a certain way; but since these women don’t really know me that well, I can express myself in ways that I wouldn’t normally be comfortable with.
If it sounds vague, that is deliberately so.
I am very happy right now. A variety of things have happened in my life over the past few months that make me the most content I think I have ever been. And one of the things that I believe is helping me in this way are the hours that I spend thinking about the moon and everything it represents on this day.
Mental Mosaic says:
Very intriguing! I know what you mean about being with people who do not know you well.
I like your moon phase app, and will look for it for my blog, too.
This is my first visit to your blog, btw. I found you via NaBloPoMo’s blog roll. I’ll be back to see how your month is going!
Nice to meet you!
~Tui
7 November 2009 at 10:54